[原创] 写给少数人的东西
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">--------</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">政治和国家这种问题太过宏大,我们这次谈一些个人的隐秘的问题。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">--------</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">知道吗,月亮是有阴暗面的。那一面并不明亮,那里布满陨石,凹凹凸凸,如大大小小的伤口,丑陋极了。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">一般有自尊的人都在有意或无意地排斥医院和医生。苏珊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">桑塔格至少是其中的一个</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">她认为“那是一个冰冷和陌生的地方,白色的床,白色的天花板,白色的无聊的淡漠的一切,还有医生的一样的严肃的面孔</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">。那些有权有地位有知识的人认为,在医生那里,他们往日的高贵的面纱将被无情地揭开,并且,也许他们并不美观的流脓溃烂的伤口,也将被那些冷漠的医生看见。接着,医生将面无表情地拷问他们的出生地、居住地、家庭成员、工作还有婚育史,最重要的最羞耻的是那些医生将要问及他们的性生活、性伴侣、性取向</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这些问题平日无人敢提及</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">也无人愿意回答</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可现在如果拒绝回答</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">医生会说由于患者不配合</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他们的治疗将无法进行</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">在学医的第四年</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">医院排出的课程终于包含了我们期待已久的《皮肤性病学》。说期待是因为我们这些贫穷的恶毒的男实习医生将有机会细致深入地学习皮肤病性病,我们将探究它们的病原体、临床症状和体征,学习它们对病人精神灵魂的影响及治疗方法。而,最无耻最恶毒的理由,我们将有机会与患者接触,我们将光明正大地直视那些被梅毒等可耻的疾病折磨所致的苍白扭曲的面容,将看到它们穿着衣服时的道貌岸然和赤裸裸时的溃烂的皮肤。换句话,我们将看到达官贵人罕见的颤抖和战栗,我们将看见他们的阴暗面,社会的阴暗面,月亮的阴暗面。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">说我们恶毒,是因为我们的暗自得意,得意我们过着清贫的生活,却健健康康。而那些有头有脸的人,往日我们羡慕他们声色犬马、香车美女,如今,报应终于来了。每次看见他们,心中总是涌起一句话“</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">you deserve it”.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">是一句电影台词,意思是“你这样子是应该的,罪有应得”。这样的心态是不是很变态呢?算是一种强烈的嫉妒后变态的满足吧。在这样一个大城市里,实习医生也要面对各种各样的诱惑,有几个能坐怀不乱呢?可是在我的班上,月生活费</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">800---1200</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不等,大都过着很简单的生活。学医的人再怎么聪慧年少有为,至少也要</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">30</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">多岁以后才有点金钱和声望。而我们的身体最可以享受的十几年,我们除了嫉妒和欲望,一无所有。总之,是好事也是坏事吧。如果我们安心学习,忍耐清贫,不出十年我们就会有好的医术好的医德,只要能忍耐,十几年后金钱和声誉会水到渠成。如果忍不了穷,就会走上“歧途”,太浮躁的人估计不会是一个太好的医生吧。如狄更斯所言:这是最温暖的春天,也是最寒冷的冬天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">估计不会有太多的人批评我们的恶毒</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我们有我们作为医生的理由</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">而且</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不论你们承认与否</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">人类与生俱来就有着偷窥别人的欲望</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">疾病</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">特别是性病</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">对病人的精神和生活有着微妙而不可忽略的影响</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">从苏珊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">桑塔格写的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><<</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">疾病的隐喻</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>></font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">得知</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">在西方</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">肺结核被认为是一种“美丽”的疾病,而梅毒等性病等则是“可耻”的疾病。为何美丽</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">因为肺结核病人大多为教师和纺织工人</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">患病是因为与粉尘接触和过度劳累所致</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他们是为社会奉献的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">加之肺结核患者面容苍白无血色</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有种濒死的受难的美感</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">故谓之美丽</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">而梅毒</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">大多数是不老实不满足的男人女人在外面和来路不明的性伴侣厮混所致</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">患病后再怎么痛苦也不能告知父母、配偶还有孩子,甚至是朋友兄弟也不能知道,不到万般难受不敢寻医问诊,故谓之可耻。在这里提到梅毒,是因为我对这个病有着奇特的兴趣。据说患梅毒的人精神狂躁不安,异常敏感。在病发时,“被苦痛折磨的他们能体验到上帝的存在,那一刻,他们充满了圣灵</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">尼采晚年如此癫狂,走在路上见到马被主人鞭笞,他都情不自禁的冲上去抱住马头痛苦</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">-----</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有医生说是受梅毒折磨的原因。而且那时用水银(汞)治疗梅毒,梅毒和水银都在对他的肉体和精神轮番折磨</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还有不可一世的五星上将麦克阿瑟在朝鲜战场屡屡败退</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">并不全是志愿军的英勇导致</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还有他自己的原因</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">------</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">被梅毒缠身的他屡出昏招</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还有很多很多的人和梅毒结下不解之缘</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">各位贝侬若有兴趣</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可自己查查看看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">对了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">第六版的教科书并没有详细提及梅毒对人神经系统的损害</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这是我自己从别的书上得知</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">梅毒</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">俗称花柳</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,15</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">世纪从印度传入中国广东</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">以前在西方最初的主要的几个疗法就包括汞</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有个诗人写到</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">与维纳斯共度一夜</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">就要与汞相伴一生</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">呵呵</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可见</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">汞治疗的痛苦远大于春宵一刻的欢愉</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">现在的治疗手法先进许多了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可还是不好根治</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">复发可能性大</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">甚至有一期梅毒治疗不全经过</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">20</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年才再发三期梅毒</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">人是有恻隐之心的是吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那些放荡的男女是罪有应得</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可他们要是遗传给他们年幼的儿女呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">父母的罪过为什么他们来承担</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">在尽力救治孩子的同时</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">只能骂他们父母造孽了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">还有那些未婚的饥渴的男青年</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">或许他们平日一直上进</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可受情欲煎熬的他们如果因为与青楼女进行灭火运动而感染</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那么他们也是不可饶恕的吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他们会不会因为性病毁掉一生呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">你们是幸运的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不会看见他们的可怜和丑陋</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我在想那些过于贫穷无钱寻医的孩子</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">他们怎么办</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">应该很痛苦吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我小时手脚患过皮肤病</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">后来用硫黄治好</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可中间受到同伴的冷落</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">父母的讽刺</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">至今记忆犹新</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">皮肤病不像内脏疾病</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">它暴露在空气中</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">直面世人</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">常让患者自惭形秽</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">无地自容</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">那么</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我希望梅毒只长在那些无恶不作的渣滓身上吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可是可能吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">或许我们当中的某个人</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">到不卫生的餐馆吃饭便染上了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">可是</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这是我们应得的下场吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不论如何</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我固执地认为</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">有强健的灵魂就会有强健的身体</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">贝侬们</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">试着不酗酒不抽烟不纵欲</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">每天洗冷水澡</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">读读</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><<</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">圣经</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>>…….</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">疾病会远离你们的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">相信吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">好多的疾病都是金钱过度充足后人精神和生活变态所致</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">比如梅毒、高血压、肥胖</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">…..</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">一样地</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">一个的灵魂强健了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">它的肉体也会丰满起来</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">你们觉得呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我太年轻</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">不足以把疾病与精神、疾病与民族的关系清晰地诠释给大家。等我</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">40</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">岁时,我一定也要写一本东方的《疾病的隐喻》,希望到时各位贝侬都还健康。</span></p> <p>文学确实需要这样有血有肉,现在那种无病呻吟的所谓文学真是太多了,感谢楼主,你是有心人,你的尝试会在未来的某个时候让贝侬认识你的重要,希望你继续坚持。</p> <p>楼主虽然名为写给少数人的东西,但从文中可以看出来,那是对所有人说的话,说的是人的内心,包括楼主自己,这种文章很好,不是站在高处说人,自己就在文中,所以更容易催人深思。</p>[此贴子已经被作者于2008-8-31 18:51:10编辑过] <p>能写出这样的东西,可知道你对这个世界一定看透了不少.</p><p>要是以后有什么高见的话</p><p>希望你能发表到我们的家园来</p><p>让众多的贝侬们一起分析 探讨和感悟</p><p>我相信你会的</p> <p><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">"一样地</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">一个人的灵魂强健了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">它的肉体也会丰满起来</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">."</font></span></p><p><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">===一样的,一个民族的灵魂强健了,它的文化也就繁盛起来.</font></span></p> <strong>俺是“少数人”,所以俺读!</strong> <p>兄弟,讨论这样少数人想的问题,不知道能有多少人能有这样的共鸣。医学上的疾病,光听名字就那么让人心悸,但是要是心理或是精神上的呢?或许就会显得那样的不痛不痒了。</p> 富有哲理 <p>好有文采</p> <div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>靖西的孩子</i>在2008-8-30 21:04:01的发言:</b><br/>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><font class="Apple-style-span" face="宋体"></font></p><font class="Apple-style-span" face="宋体"><div style="text-indent: 0px; "><font class="Apple-style-span" face="'Times New Roman'"><br/></font></div></font><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">梅毒</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">大多数是不老实不满足的男人女人在外面和来路不明的性伴侣厮混所致</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">患病后再怎么痛苦也不能告知父母、配偶还有孩子,甚至是朋友兄弟也不能知道,不到万般难受不敢寻医问诊,故谓之可耻。</span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">还有很多很多的人和梅毒结下不解之缘</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">各位贝侬若有兴趣</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">可自己查查看看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">对了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">第六版的教科书并没有详细提及梅毒对人神经系统的损害</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">这是我自己从别的书上得知</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><font class="Apple-style-span" face="'Times New Roman'"><br/></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">人是有恻隐之心的是吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">那些放荡的男女是罪有应得</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">可他们要是遗传给他们年幼的儿女呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">父母的罪过为什么他们来承担</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">在尽力救治孩子的同时</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">只能骂他们父母造孽了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><font class="Apple-style-span" face="宋体"><br/></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">我希望梅毒只长在那些无恶不作的渣滓身上吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><font class="Apple-style-span" face="宋体"><br/></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-top: 0cm; margin-right: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-left: 0cm; text-indent: 21pt; "><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">我太年轻</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">不足以把疾病与精神、疾病与民族的关系清晰地诠释给大家。等我</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">40</font></span><span style="font-family: 宋体; ">岁时,我一定要写一本东方的《疾病的隐喻》,希望到时各位贝侬都还健康。</span></p></div><p></p><div><br/></div><br/><div>楼主知不知,最近 上海 出了个“娄婧”?她母亲是上海人,婚后与一黑人出轨,生下了黄黑混血的娄婧,黑人拍拍屁股走人,娄婧母亲的前夫忍辱负重的照看了娄婧三年,最后还是受不住大众非议,签署了离婚书。就这样,娄婧自出生起,忍受了二十多年的歧视。</div><div><br/></div><div>中国第一宗通过性接触感染的爱滋病,发生在八十年代的湖北,当地的一名女大学生,跟了个黑人男朋友。</div><div><br/></div><div>事例层出不同,见惯不怪。但我一直固执地认为,岭南女子优胜于北省女子之处,就是她们的贤淑与勤俭,她们的守德与贞洁。</div><div><br/></div><div><br/></div><div>------最后,祝愿楼主能写成自己想写的书,一定要用壮文发表喔,我会好好利用《壮汉词典》的。</div><div><br/></div><div><br/></div> <p>写得很好,但觉得楼主点明自己的医生身份不合适。医生不应该这样的。</p>
[此贴子已经被作者于2009-10-5 8:18:38编辑过] <p>22岁的很多人还在吃奶</p><p>22岁的你就这么沉重</p><p>姐姐真的好佩服弟弟你</p> 22岁时,我也没有这样的深思。。。。
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